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I read somewhere that if you want to know if a girl grew up scared, watch what she does when a man raises his voice.

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Umi
Jul 21, 2026
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My silence felt like distance. My depth felt like absence. My composure felt like indifference. It was none of those things. But he could not tell the difference.

I read somewhere that if you want to know if a girl grew up scared, watch what she does when a man raises his voice.

I don’t yell back. I go somewhere else. Not physically. I stay in the room. B…

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